Secret desire

Eric Olafson often refers to his secret desire.

he wants to be female and can not understand why

While it can be defined as Gender Dysphoria, in Eric's case it was an artificial condition implanted on him by Tyr to save his "unborn twin sister " and to infuse the entity of the Dark One with a female side.

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The Dark One said.”My departure however does not mean the end of the Olafson' Gang. I know Admiral McElligott wants to send a new Ship through the Ancient Gate network we discovered and Krabbel sort of accidentally activated.”

Har-Hi said.”How could it be the Olafson's Gang without you?”

“Har-Hi it has always been Olafson's Gang without me. I am the Dark One. Eric and I are one and I am united with my real shell and body.” Eric vanished and a tall shrouded being without a face just absolute endless darkness that was disturbing and emitted a coldness that reached down to very soul. The Dark One embraced each of his friends stepped back and vanished.

Before anyone could really say anything a tall beautiful blonde stood in the place of the Dark One.

Everyone recognized her, it was Eric's female alter ego. Har Hi blinked completely surprised.”Erica?”

“Yes I am Erica Olafson. I have been with you for nearly thirty years sharing my body with the Entity that is the Dark One. I did not know that until he found the last token his own real immortal body. After he made the Decision, restored the RULE he separated from me. It was not as easy as we had to decide what is his and what is mine. It is even weirder as it sounds. For example who did Narth share the Hugavh with, him or me?”

Erica smiled.”We agreed that we should not share the same space while he settled his final affairs as Eric.”

She paused and said.”I hope we are still friends, even though I am a real woman and can't summon swords and axes when I get real angry.”