Eric's 2nd Suicide Attempt

Eric's 2nd Suicide Attempt 5012 OTT Eric Olafson, Neo Viking Chapter 9 Fat Man

Maybe I should simply abandon my desire to kill him and kill myself instead. My death now, before majority, would most certainly end my father's quest of the Ragnarsson riches. Also being dead I would not dream of my mother and how she died. I still had the knife, a quick cut across my throat would only be painful for a few moments and nothing in comparison to the pain he inflicted on me with a single whiplash. "Don't even think about it." Said someone and as I turned the Old guardian stood there. I did not hear the door open or close. He was definitely a ghost, one that could read minds. "You are a ghost, Old Man. You can see inside my mind. Tell me do the dead see other dead? Would I be able to talk with my mother and hold her hands?"

"Seeing you standing there, with the knife to your throat does not take supernatural powers to deduct what you wanted to do.  I have no knowledge about after death existence, but I am almost certain that those who commit suicide do not go to the same place as those who got murdered.   That is if there is such a thing as life after death!" I had not realized I had the knife already pulled. I lowered it. "If you are no ghost why is it no one knows about you, there can't be two First Guardians,