A glimpse of what it is like to be raped



This is an event that occured in "Eric Olafson, Neo Viking " - Chapter "Tyr"

In this chapter Tyr uses his  vast psionic abilities to link Eric with  the mind of a Low woman named Loki. She works in the Olafson Tanneries.

He wants to teach Eric that there is always someone worse off. And  also give him insight in the injustice happening in his home.

Here is the original excerpt:

I was so stunned at the sudden change of scenery, from the dark stair case to this reeking stinking loud place! And this freeman was hitting me!

I caught the man by the shirt and before he could hit me again and said." Dare hitting me again and I teach you a lesson you won't forget!"

"She must have hit her head, when she slipped!" A woman said and put her hand on mine. "Let him go! Or do you want to end up in Harkun's bed tonight?"

The man snorted. "Wench! Go and get cleaned and I will forget this and then go and scrub hides!"

He brushed my hand of and walked on to whack another girl with his stick and yell at her to pick up the pace.

The woman said." Come girl, slipping in that filth is not healthy! Let's get you clean. We still got lots of hides to scrub before we can call it a day!"

"Where am I?" I still could not make rhyme or reason of my new surroundings and my situation.

"Oh my, we better get you to Midril. You really did hit your head hard!"

She helped me out of the Vat and as I looked down myself. I almost fainted again. Mytrousers and my sword was gone. I wore a white blouse and hip wading boots. What I saw under that white wet blouse clinging to my skin were two female breasts!

She called for someone and another woman helped her dragging me through the stinking hall, through a door and into a drab looking bare bones shower room. They stripped the clothing of me and then I was pushed under a lukewarm shower. Someone handed me soap and said." Rinse your gills good! Urine isn't water you know!"

"Urine?" was the first word I was able to say since I discovered my transformation, which was as I now, noticed quite complete and in no way artificial as when I was Freya.

"What is it with you, Loki? Of course Urine. What do you think we use to get the hair of the hides?"

"But that is disgusting! Why would anyone use Urine! "

"Listen to our Princess here!" the first woman laughed." Wait till she has to work in the Nubhir poop!"

"Where am I?"

"We get you to Midril as soon as we can, but let's get dressed."

Stunned and mechanical I put on the blue dress and apron. The women sounded concerned." I think she is seriously sick! She can't even tie her Apron right!"

"You are at the new Olafson Tannery five, formally known as the Ragnarsson Tannery three and you are Loki Hemstaad."

"I am a Hemstaad as in Gretel Hemstaad?"

"That is your lofty Aunt. She managed to get out of here, not that she would ever remember any of us."

"We better get you to Midril, maybe Greifen can smuggle you aboard his flyer and take you to the Union Hospital."

"Why does he need to smuggle me aboard? The Union Hospital is there for everyone and it is free!"

"Did you sneak to school or something? You know it is forbidden for Low Men families to attend school or use the Clinic!"

"But that is against the law!"

"I think you became insane, Loki! The only law you need to worry about is the law of the House and the Clan you serve!"

They took me up a long flight of stairs, past the undercroft and the cellarsand we emerged on the other side of the Main Hall of the Olafson Burg! I was home but I was a woman and I had a female body. It did not feel very different being a real woman actually I could feel no difference, but then I didn't feel too well. Maybe there was Odin underneath the Rock Pillar and this was my punishment for doubting the gods and dressing up as Freya, but seeing Midril again would be a good thing! I didn't even know the names of the women that accompanied me. The left one was maybe thirty years old and the other perhaps twenty. Both wore the same dressed and their arms were looked thick with underarm muscles but the skin of their arms and legs was pasty white and looked unhealthy and completely different from their faces. Neither wore make up. While the Older one had, and I could not say it any other way a simple face. The younger one was quite attractive and had a bright expression. It was her who said."Wait here Loki; let me check if Midril has time. She doesn't really like to be disturbed so close to Dinner."

She disappeared in the entrance to the common halls. The young one came back and said."Midril is busy but she said we should take you to the still room, where you can lie down. She thinks you have a concussion and she will check on you as soon as she can."

I knew the still room only too well and behind the Distill to make homemade vinegar and liquor and the pots and jars where Midril made soap, ointments, was the burgs room to treat the sick and wounded. There was a stretcher and a locked cabinet with the advanced medical instruments, and the Gal Net Terminal to get the doctors Holo if needed. The two girls left me alone and I was about to open the Cabinet, as I knew of course the code combination. I wanted to call the Old man and ask him if this was indeed some sort of punishment.

Just as I had it open, I heard a noise and I turned. Harkun, my father's man servant stood there with an evil grin and with one hand inside his pants! "Oh what a naughty girl we got here! Aren't you supposed to be in the tannery and stomp shit into hides?"

"I had an accident and wait for Midril to help."

"You are a nice looking one! I wonder why I haven't noticed you before? I think you will have another accident before the day is over!"

He came closer."You will do whatever I want you to do! I want you to drop to your knees and service me and if you do it good I might even let you have seconds in your little arse. I have you whipped and perhaps even killed if you don't do everything I want you to do…Now take off that dress and blouse!"

He actually dropped his pants! I almost threw up right there and then as I realized what he wanted!

"I cannot believe such manners, such shameful conduct. Cover thyself and be gone! You are a servant of this house, such animalistic behavior fouls the name and honor o this House and name so utterly it is beyond words. Go to thy Lord and beg for forgiveness as you are his man servant! The chastise yourself!"

I was outraged. First the foul conditions at the tannery and now this! As evil as my father was, he was a Warrior and an Olafson and he would never condone such behavior. He would let his steel whip dance over Harkun's back for sure!

He actually stopped, blinked confused and then slapped me so hard across the face, that it send me to the floor!" I am the Lord of all that crawls and walks in this house. If I say this one shall die, then Isegrim makes this one die! You must be out of your mind opposing me! Have they not told you about me down in the stink and shit pits?"

Still on the floor I kicked upward as hard as I could and hit him right there at the exposed crotch. "You are no master. You are a man servant, not even fit to hold a weapon. Not man enough to be a Warrior. You are no lord!"

I jumped up and smacked him as hard as I could with my fist under the chin, but that new body of mine as agile as it seemed it somehow did not react as I wanted. The punch had no energy and he brushed it aside. Utter rage and madness now in his face as he hit me hard with his closed hand sending me back to the ground and then he bent over grabbed my arms. As much as I struggled, he was stronger! He drooled from his mouth and gargled." I will rape you, then poke you with hot irons and make you beg and scream for death! I will do it right before your friends so they know who the Master is." He stank! He stank worse than the smell of the tannery. He rammed his knee in my stomach, robbing my breath and make me keel over, but his hands pinned me hard against the floor and he kicked my legs apart!

It was then when everything went dark and I screamed on the top of my lungs.

The next thing I saw was the Old Man looking at me from the screen of the GalNet Portal. "Are you still offering to go to Hell and for an Eternity for your revenge?"

I sat up and touched myself, I was myself again. The chance was so sudden again I felt dizzy and I was certain I still could feel Harkun's foul breath. I was glad I was awake; I never wanted to have a dream like this again.